"Fuck," Abby says, a little louder than she means to the moment Wysteria's name is mentioned — Cosima doesn't need to explain any further than that, it brings everything immediately into sharp and nauseating focus. She did it on purpose. What the hell.

Her and Wysteria's fight was very much a public thing; her voice is clipped, annoyed. "I'm not amputating my arm."

How many times does she have to say it, exactly?