Yeah, reckon that's near it. Nostalgia for th'point it might've still happened? Dunno.

Been at war longer than I done anything else. But,

[ hesitation. it always sounds childish, but he trusts ness with that ]

Being here, y'know. Makes me hope that's not forever, that I can find something after. Just hope whatever I do matters. Been given a lot, [ he says, and means i have taken, ] And don't want that t'be for nothing.