All of the redness in his cheeks disappears as he goes pale. It shouldn't be a worrying thing, to just ask when the last ferry is, plan accordingly - to just ask, just ask, it's fine, just ask -
A similar thought to Loki's own comes to mind, but not quite so fun in context because he's already made a fool of himself today. He wasn't even doing anything but his stupid lungs wouldn't work and he was so embarrassed at what he was saying and he knows how it sounded and the whole thing was just awful and he doesn't want anyone to know it was him, he wishes somehow he could make the whole thing go away and now everyone probably will think he's some pervert but that's not what happened at all and that wasn't his intention, but if he has to call someone and it's after a few drinks and who knows what else then he's definitely not going to sound normal and--
just ask when the last ferry is, just ask -
The further his thoughts spiral, the more he hyperventilates. He tries to open his mouth to say something, but all of his anxieties overwhelm him and he can't get any words out. His hands tremble and he tries to stop the shaking by setting them down on his own leg and squeezing into the leather of his boot.]
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All of the redness in his cheeks disappears as he goes pale. It shouldn't be a worrying thing, to just ask when the last ferry is, plan accordingly - to just ask, just ask, it's fine, just ask -
A similar thought to Loki's own comes to mind, but not quite so fun in context because he's already made a fool of himself today. He wasn't even doing anything but his stupid lungs wouldn't work and he was so embarrassed at what he was saying and he knows how it sounded and the whole thing was just awful and he doesn't want anyone to know it was him, he wishes somehow he could make the whole thing go away and now everyone probably will think he's some pervert but that's not what happened at all and that wasn't his intention, but if he has to call someone and it's after a few drinks and who knows what else then he's definitely not going to sound normal and--
just ask when the last ferry is, just ask -
The further his thoughts spiral, the more he hyperventilates. He tries to open his mouth to say something, but all of his anxieties overwhelm him and he can't get any words out. His hands tremble and he tries to stop the shaking by setting them down on his own leg and squeezing into the leather of his boot.]